Quick long thing

Hey guys, Im sorry its been so long but I was busy and everything was so upsetting I forgot to write. Anyhow, its getting better now, but im unsure as to how many times i can talk and how often. Just wanted to say hi and that i havent forgoten you. OH! Im thirteen now isnt it cool!!! I have survived with aspergus for thirteen years and now im a teenager. Going to Rhineland at the beggining of next term so thats exciting. Getting a personalised jumper that will hopefully have the words '0.odeath kight in makingo.0' on the back. I also got and Ipod so i have been on that, and Di is redecorating my room (at last) that wasnt meant to sound rude btw. have no Idea whos reading this but my life has gotten odd, i mean odder than normal, odd for me (and thats odd) I have no idea who is my friends are anymore and frankly thats kinda deppresing, although im not deppresed, just confused. I have been watching a lot of RayWilliamJohnson's viedos on youtube recently and minecraft ones too. Im sorry but i dont have any ideas of a viedo i could post online.Oops. Sorry mum! What I want to know is when will my wishes come true? When will i become a dragon so i can fly away? When will I have real friends? Blooming heck! This was only supposed to be a small post! Dineers ready gotta go bye!!