The spare part.

Have you ever felt like your the spare part in a friendship? A friendship that you thought was pure but now your not so sure? I feel like the spare part in all my friendships except five and most of them are linked. The two 'friends' i spend all my school time with i have noticed will walk away from me if they get the chance, so now i dont know what to do. When i was bullied i thought my friends (other firends i moved schools) walking away was just so they didnt get hurt and i was fine, happy even with that action. To be honest im not so sure i want to hang around them anymore. I spent lunch with my other friends because the goatys (im saying goatys for my two 'friends' privacy.) escaped again. and these two friends i was with are definetly not anything like the others. i really enjoy being with them and i think, they do to. Tommorow im going round one of their houses and the other persons gonna be their too. But so is one of the goatys. So what should i do? Tell the goaty my decision? Or just surrender? I know im probably not going to surrender, but if i take the first option will the goaty still want ot be my friend? Oh this is soo hard to decide. Anyway im sorry if your getting total bored with my blogs recently but i really thought this was important. So yeah bye.

school

Second day of school today! i only have two hours but whew...they take it out of me.. i love having lunch at homewith my family. its real nice. School gives me head aches and what not. Well im writing this whislte my mothers getting my bro so bye! and mum...if your reading this..which im sure u are. I did this to make u feel happy. See ya!

new

HEY i gots a new blog.. tis called world of warcraft..my reality. So please its just dedicated to rpgs and wow and wont be updated as (hopefully) regulary as this blog so this is my main i just thought if u wanted to know more bout wow and my fav games you could..you know...look at it?

So sorry!

Hey. This post has only just been put up. Im real sorry because wheni had my op i forgot to write my blog and update it. But then my apendix ruptured so i had to have another op. Its been two weeks since i came home so i guess i realy should have written but i forgot! My fathers internet conection wasnt working either so i couldnt post for a week and the other week i couldnt be bothered. I realy am tremendously sorry! the good new is im going back to school in one day...monday. So i get to see all my friends. But I really want to seemy step-sister most of all. I love her so much. I missed her like a plant misses the sun if it is in the shade. I need my step-sister. She is my best friend, i trust her loads and can talk to her about almost everything i dont talk to others about. Soz im rambling on again. Well cant think of anything else to say...heres a link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pay_YJfcGk