The spare part.

Have you ever felt like your the spare part in a friendship? A friendship that you thought was pure but now your not so sure? I feel like the spare part in all my friendships except five and most of them are linked. The two 'friends' i spend all my school time with i have noticed will walk away from me if they get the chance, so now i dont know what to do. When i was bullied i thought my friends (other firends i moved schools) walking away was just so they didnt get hurt and i was fine, happy even with that action. To be honest im not so sure i want to hang around them anymore. I spent lunch with my other friends because the goatys (im saying goatys for my two 'friends' privacy.) escaped again. and these two friends i was with are definetly not anything like the others. i really enjoy being with them and i think, they do to. Tommorow im going round one of their houses and the other persons gonna be their too. But so is one of the goatys. So what should i do? Tell the goaty my decision? Or just surrender? I know im probably not going to surrender, but if i take the first option will the goaty still want ot be my friend? Oh this is soo hard to decide. Anyway im sorry if your getting total bored with my blogs recently but i really thought this was important. So yeah bye.